As I was browsing through the last pages of my diary the night before, I realized that all I have written this past 3 months was about my past relationship,on how he had caused me so much pain etcetera.

Now, I have learned to cope up, I have swallowed my loneliness like a bitter ill.
Maybe fate could not extend it's gift that is bestowed on us any further.
It's just that the coffee is so warm and I am so cold.

But something unexpected happened.
As I was focusing myself in front of my computer last night, someone miscalled me.
"2 missed calls" , yet I don't know who owns that number.
And to my surprise, the one who owns that number is no one but HIM.

He wants to win back, but I turned him down because I think I had enough.
I'm moving on, I learned to stand on my own without him beside me.
And I am happy on what I have right now eventhough I had no one to call "baby" or "boyfriend" but I have many friends and my attention is not anymore confined to only one but to all of those who are dear to me.

I'll just wait for the day when fate will smile to me again.I'll just wait for my prince charming then. :)

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I have lost the files I have downloaded recently and I didn't even know why.
I haven't deleted it anyways arrrgghh.I have to download all the songs I have downloaded all over again.Thank god I still have the list.I'm so careless!!! |

I don't know if someone or if there's somebody that visits my blog.I really don't care.As long as I open up my emotions or anything that happens in my life eventhough it's senseless.

There are some things that are not known to people about me.I want to share them anyways. :)
It's a sort of bibliography. (whatever!)

1.My mom said that after giving birth, I was confined in the hospital for a week because I have eaten a poopoo inside her.Takaw ko na baby pa lang,haha.

2.I'm an only child but I always wanted to have a kuya.

3.I'm anemic.LOL.My normal blood pressure is 80/90.(normal na yun)

4.I still love to play bahay-bahayan with my little cousins. :D

5.I don't know how to cook.

6.I'm afraid of crossing streets.

7.I also got ulcer.

8.I'm in the hospital for almost every year.

9.I've been in the top 10 consistently when I was in grade school. (not until I reached highschool.haha)

10.I'm a crybaby eversince I was a kid. |

RANDOM


I've been failing my major this past 2 weeks,grr.I swear,I have never experienced getting low grades even those who involved computations.Yes,I'm not good in computations and all that but I never get failing grades.It depresses me so eventhough it won't be credited when I shift to another course next sem because it doesn't involve Chemistry. :'s

Haay,enough of that.It depresses me more.

This week is our University week.We had no classes yesterday but the presence of the students are needed that's why I was absent.:)
And besides, I went at St.Luke's for my CBC test,I'll be having the results on friday.
I wonder why they have to do that test on me eh I'm anemic na nga. :?

Our Socio prof wasn't able to meet us today because he has something to do so I was able to meet up with my boy friend.He's a childhood friend.
We met at Gateway and he treated me at Starbucks,mocchafrappe is love. :))
And then we just strolled around.I miss bonding with him.
He dropped me off here at my place at around 6pm.

Got no classes tomorrow and on Thursday because all of my subject profs for that day won't be around, I don't know why.

And I was able to see Joshua of Freestyle in flesh because their band performed in our school.
Wee,he's so cute.Sayang, I wasn't able to take pictures of them while performing because I so much enjoyed their performance.

" I'm half crazy..feeling sorry for myself "

I'm crazy about Joshua of Freestyle.Haha :D |

wala akong maisip na title ng post ko kaya obviously untitled sya.
dami kasi nangyari sa'kin ngayong Friday, uhmm,di sya ganun kadami but still meron. :)

nag-quiz kami kanina sa Chemistry, good luck sa'kin. Lumabas naman yung mga pinag-aralan ko di ko lang alam if tama mga sagot ko,hahaha.napaka-careless ko kasi eh. :s
nasayang pa nga yung lab gown na dala ko eh, akala kasi namin magpeperform kami ng lab hindi naman pala.tsktsk..wala na kaming class ng 1:30 kasi may program, search for Mr. and Ms. AHSE, hindi nga ako nanood kasi naman wala na kaming maupuan ng mga kaibigan ko. Inubos namin ang 1:30-3:00 namin para magpractice ng cheering dance namin para sa PE sa Monday. Kamusta naman diba?Choir member ako hindi ako cheerdancer eventhough dancing is one of my frustrations in life.Haha.

Pero in fairness, may nagawa akong mabuti ngayon. Kasi ganito yun, may nagapproach samin na group of students from higher batch, nung una nga dineadma ko pa kasi may issue nga ng Hypnotism within the school vicinity wherein ang mga suspect eh nakasuot ng school uniform ng TUA pero they're not really students of the university. So ayun nga, si Rachelle lang kumausap sa kanya pero wala naman nangyari kay Chelle, di naman sya nahypnotize kaya tinignan ko na rin sila. ;p

Humingi sila ng tulong para sa classmate nila na nagkaroon ng dengue, kasi daw every 5 hours nagpapa-CBC yung classmate nila, naawa naman ako kasi alam ko ang pakiramdam ng magpa-CBC kasi anemic ako, masakit yun ah. Kaya ayun, 20 pesos nabigay ko kasi wala na akong pera eh, pero at least nakatulong ako diba, nasa kanila na yun kung totoo yung sinasabi nila at least nakagawa ako ng mabuti lalo na ngayong birthday ni Mama Mary. :) |

New things.Yeah,first off,I had my layout changed.Its noy pretty I know,just bear with it muna. Anyways,Semi-Finals is fast approaching.It'll be next week na,woosshh,I need high grades for next sem coz I'll be shifting my course na,I won't mention muna what course I'm going to take,surprise muna. =)

I didn't get the chance to go to the practice for our cheerdance,it's for our PE subject.
Kasi naman eh,our PE is about gymnastics ewan ko nga kung may connection eh. ;p
I got loads of work,it's a hell month for me,grrr.Good thing is that we only have half-day classes on Friday because were required to watch the Mr.&Ms. AHSE at 1:30 in the afternoon.
Our representative will be Melo and Krisel.

I have many stories to tell but tinatamad ako eh.So i'll just post next time.

Good night! =) |