Do I still have a wish?


As I look back on year 2006,I've felt that this year has not been so good to me.
I have gone through emotional shits in my life.

There was a trouble between me and some of my so-called friends.
They pushed me to the limit to act that way.I've lost my patience and my not-so-kind image evolved.
But I found out that I can be strong,I can fight for what I know is right.

Dana used to be the girl that is being trampled upon, knowing that she won't fight back because she's oftenly seen in a corner,crying or putting her thoughts in her daily diary.They didn't thought that she could fight back too and stand firm in her decision.Yes,I already know how to fight for myself. =)

My heart was broken and I was left hanging all by myself.The boy whom i trusted with all of my heart dumped me for another one who couldn't even prove her worth.Yes,I'm being bitter because I know that I shouldn't be treated that way.I deserve to be treated like a princess because that's what my dad says and I believe him.
Still,I've gone through it all and despite the gossips,rumors or whatever you want to call it,I'm standing tall.

I had already forgiven those who caused me so much pain and suffering yet,I won't never forget those because those incidents made me stronger and improved.

So,my wish?aside from material things (yes,I still ask for material things,who doesn't?) is a peaceful mind because I've been thinking about much lately.A healthier me and my family.Boyfriend?naah,I don't need a boyfriend,yes,I do miss those time of having someone but I'm contented on what I have.
I have my mom and dad,family and friends,a comfortable living..I need to wish nothing more. :)

Oh,happiness for the coming year for me and my family.That would be enough. =)

Merry Christmas everyone. |

CHRISTMAS GALORE

O yes,tomorrow will already be noche buena and gift giving,can't wait. :)
I wonder what mom gave me?daddy has given me my new moto l6 phone beforehand so I'm not expecting anything anymore.

But I'm sooo broke.I spent around 3 thou for my Christmas shopping for just 2 days.Ang gastos ko talaga!
Had fun anyways with my bestfriends.:))

Happy Birthday Nicko. :D |

MAGULO


"Hindi dapat ako mahulog sa'yo kasi alam ko,mahal ko pa s'ya.Ayaw na kita makita baka kasi masanay ako.
Alam mo namang mahina pa 'ko,pinagsasamantalahan mo naman.Huwag mo na 'ko puntahan pwede?
May girlfriend ka diba?dapat seryosohin mo s'ya kasi niloloko mo lang s'ya.Naglolokohan lang tayo.
Ikaw na rin nagsabi na walang seryosohan pero 'lam mo naman na kelangan ko ng isang tulad mo ngayon kaso hindi pwede kasi kanya ka na,baka seryosohin kita,kawawa naman ako.Kalimutan na lang natin ang mga nangyari ha?S'ya kasi dapat nilalambing at kayakap mo,hindi dapat ako." :(

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"Ikaw dapat ang kasama ko,hindi dapat s'ya.Sorry naman,naging mahina na naman ako.Ikaw dapat ang naglalambing at nag-aalaga sa'kin,hindi dapat s'ya.Ano ba yan,para naman akong baliw.
Yakap at halik mo sana ang naramdaman ko hindi kanya.Pasensya na talaga,naging mahina ako.
Dapat ba pumayag ako na balikan kita para walang ganito?Paramdam ka naman.'di ko na alam gagawin ko." :'( |

I CAN FINALLY BREATHE


Yes,I can finally smell the fresh air of freedom.Prelims are over and our christmas break has officially started.
No more waking up early and meeting my not-so-likeable professors.:)

I'll just think about my prelim grades after Christmas.I'm going to enjoy my christmas vacation.Yuhoooo!
But,I'll still be busy for the preparation of my 18th birthday,haha.Basta,no more classes for at least 3 weeks.
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh. =) |

DAMAGED

Probably many of us knew or all of us knew about what happened last week.
Reming came and caused so much damaged on those affected cities.Properties,agricultural products and especially lives. :(

And about what happened to Bicol?Haii,I'm so sad to hear see the news.Many families lost their properties and businesses and loss their loved ones too. =(

I hate Reming for causing so much damage.Now Christmas is coming,how will Bicolanos,especially those who are affected will celebrate their Christmas?Spending it without your loved ones is really depressing.

Let's just hope and pray that they would overcome this trial that God has given them.I know they'll get through. |