I HATE HER!AYOKO SA KANYA!

Yes,I do.She's a fake.She doesn't even treat us as her relative,pakitang-tao lang pala.
I hate people who pretends to be nice even if they really are not.Why does she have to pretend?For what?
para s'ya ang kaawaan? Ang PLASTIC niya!

She started to be insecure when my mom deided to repair our dirty kitchen.Yes,we do understand that the only time she can sleep is during mornings wherein the carpenter is fixing our kitchen.Kasalanan ba ng carpenter na maingay pag nagpupukpok ng martilyo at kasalanan din ba namin na night shift s'ya?

And grrrr...why does she have to tell her mom that she is not being treated nicely by my mom and Tita Daisy which is her mom's siblings.Tinahi na n'ya ang istorya,I really hate her,considering that she's my first cousin.

Does she know what she's doing?And does she have to tell my younger cousins that "ang ingay-ingay n'yo,akala n'yo kung sino kayo e nakikitira lang naman kayo dito"...the nerve!
And now,she told her older sister to but the apartment (which is co-owned by his father and tita) were living in which is in the first place, her dad is the one who advised my mom to buy this lot since they are our relatives.Staright from the horse's mouth.Ngayon pa kung kelan ayos na ang documents at ang owner ng lot na kinatatayuan ng apartment na 'to ay si Tita Alice na kung ituring nilang magkapatid ay hindi rin kamag-anak!

This issue has been here for almost 2 months.I'm just keeping quiet because I don't want to meddle with their problem but I SWEAR!if she keeps on doing that and seeing my mom crying just really hurts me,I would don't even damn care if she is my cousin or she is older that me.

That's why she is not being blessed by a child because of her yucky attitude!

FAKER,TALKSHIT AND BACKSTABBER would spell her!

Wala palang pansinan ha,yun pala gusto mo,kung bastos ka mas bastos ako,kung gago ka mas gago ako at kung maldta ka MAS MALDITA AKO! |

SICKNESS PART TWO

After ranting about my cousin's hospitalization last sunday,I didn't see things coming.

About 11 in the evening,I suddenly felt abdominal pain,I thought I just have that normal attack of my ulcer so I just took my medicine and went to sleep.
But about 3 in the morning,I felt my stomach crumbling and I knew I have to poo.

I went back and forth in the CR for about 16 times and yes,it wasn't normal.
So my dad and mom decided to rush me to the hospital.
After my doctor checked on me,she adviced my parents to admit me in the hospital because I was soooooo dehydrated (who wouldn't be?)

Waahh,I hate being confined,I hate having an IV in my hand so for me not having to move freely and normally.

Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. |

SICKNESS

I just came home from Batangas.I thought,I'll be able to see Karlo,my cousin,in our home province since a week ago he told me he'll be waiting for me but I was shocked by the news that he was in the hospital.

He was never a sickly boy,yeah he gets sick once in a while but it never came to a pont that he would be confined, this was his first time.

Upon arriving home and after changing clothes,mom,dad and I went immidiately at Taal Polymedic Hospital to visit 2toy(that's how we call him).The doctor told his mom that the cause of his vomiting and abdominal pain was amoebasis (tama ba spelling?). I remembered having that too when I was younger.It's because of the drinking water all over our town.

The water company in our district changed the water pipes without informing the residents that the water might be affected.Damn!
They didn't even thought that many will get sick because of their stupid act.
Almost one member in the family in each house in our neighborhood was in the hospital because of that f*cking water.Grrr.

Good thing,my cousin will be out of the hospital by tomorrow morning.I wish he'll have a speed recovery. :))

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Off topic..I'll be enrolling tomorrow.I hope I'll have the same schedule like in my first sem.
With my classcards?I dunno what mark I'll be getting in my Chem.I'm quite sure that I'll be taking it as a summer.Oh well,almost 50% of Section 17-32 are failing.

Oh,I have my new layout.It features some of the lyrics from No One Else Comes Close,All my life and Without You, few of my favorite songs of all times.
I hope you'll like it as much as I do. :) |

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Wala akong maisip na title ng post ko,gusto ko lang ilabas lahat ng nararamdaman ako.
Warning to those who hate reading mushy-slash-hate post.

Oh well,eto na naman.May nanggugulo na naman ng buhay ko.Bakit ba kung kelan tahimik na 'ko tyaka naman may gumugulo?Ano ba talaga gusto niyo?Hindi ba lumayo na 'ko para lang maging masaya kayo at maging tahimik at masaya na rin ako.

Bakit ba hindi niyo na lang pakealaman mga buhay niyo?Kelangan bang pati ako na nananahimik dito at pinagpapatuloy ang buhay ay pestihin pa?Matanong ko nga,may ginawa ba akong masama para bwisitin niyo ko?At pag tinamaan ka naman ng lintik,ngayon pang araw na 'to kung kelan maganda ang umpisa.Syet naman!

Ang mga tao nga naman,walang magawa sa buhay.Hindi mo nga alam kung talagang may galit sa'yo o pinagtritripan ka lang o 'di kaya naiinggit sa'yo.Pwede ba,tigilan n'yo nga ako sa mga kalechehan niyo. Problema n'yo 'yan pati ako dinadamay n'yo.At hello?Nasa Manila ako kaya ano ba pakealam ko sa mga nangyayari sa inyo d'yan sa Batangas.

Kasi naman Kevin, kung makikipagbalikan ka sa 'ex' mo, siguraduhin mo na wala kang iniwan na umaasa, kaya pati yung binabalikan mo napepeste ang buhay.Malas mo lang at hindi na 'ko pumayag na magpagago sa'yo.Kung gago ka, mas gago/a ako kaya hindi ko na kelangan ng martilyo na ipupukpok sa ulo 'ko.At pwede ba,pakipag-sabihan lang mga babae mo na 'wag ako ang pestehin at tawagan na sasabihin na tigilan na kita kasi in the first place, I dumped you right?Ngayon kung hindi mo tanggap yun,malas mo lang,kung hindi mo ba naman kasi ako niloko sa loob ng isa't kalahating taon e di sana,tahimik buhay mo pati na rin buhay ko.

Alam mo ba,simula ng kumabit ang pangalan ko sa pangalan mo, hindi na natahimik cellphone ko sa kaka-ring dahil sa mga tumatawag sa'kin na mga babae mo.Hay naku,non-sense na mga isinusulat ko dito,non-sense ka din kasing tao.

Kelan kaya darating karma sa'yo?Matututo ka pa kaya?O magbabago?Haha,I pray na sana hindi ganun kalakas dating ng karma sa'yo kasi kung hindi,kawawa ka naman.
Kaya pwede,please lang,tigilan mo na mga kagaguhan mo para tumahimik na rin ang buhay ko na dati ng tahimik na ginulo mo lang,bago ko pa makalimutan na minahal kita at kinakapatid kita!

Nga pala,para sa mga 'girlfriend/s' n'ya,ingat kayo,masayadong matamis dila n'yan,baka pati kayo magaya sa'kin. :) |

HELLO SEMBREAK

Yeah,first sem has officially ended last friday,October 13, 2006.
Had our Algebra and English finals that day and let our profs sign our permit which is needed for the enrollment. I have decided to pursue my Nursing course though, why?
Because I don't want to be an irregular student next sem.
I'll still be shifting my course but on my second year, I'll take the pre-requisite subjects on my summer for me not to be an irreg next school year. (gulo ng isip ko noh?)

Anyways,me and my girls bonded at Gateway after the finals.
We watched Pulse after having lunch at Burgoo. The movie was good but the ending wasn't nice, you should watch it for you to find out why.
Of course, our bonding wouldn't be complete without the camwhoring moments, the pictures are in my multiply.

I'll miss my girls, my blockmates and my 700php allowance every week.LOL :D |

I hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night.
How it burns and makes your heart beat fast, especially how it makes you crave for its rich,sweet promises of grains, milk and sugar.

Moments later, it puts you into a melancholic mood of coldness, before you realize that it has consumed you before you should have consumed it.
EMPTY.HOLLOW.BITTER.

Then again you crave for another cup.
Just like love.

But then again, Im not craving for more, although I want my mocha frappe. :)) |