My hands are numb while from the coldness while typing this non sense post.
Shivering thoughts came rumbling in my head.
Where am I? I asked a question everyone else could answer except me.
Time is ticking slowly while my butt's sinking against my body.

As I watch the rain flowing at the other side of the window, I suddenly thought of you.
How I wanted to share this kind of mixed emotions with you.
I am getting nearer and nearer to where I was supposed to be going.

I rushed outside but the street are awfully quiet which is not normal.
But still you're on my mind. I gave out a big sigh, thinking you're here.

I went back into the front of my reliable computer where I dwell my feelings about anything, especially about you. I closed my eyes and laugh about myself, on how the coldness makes me look like and angel but without wings.

I again remebered those sweet words you have told me. Those sweet words are so captivating that I have easily felt the sincerity but kept me confused that time. I thought that would be something, something that would last for eternity.

But I guess I was wrong, definitely so wrong. Suddenly I felt the feeling of irony is starting to swallow all of me. It excruciates me. Everything I've held on for so long suddenly vanish through the thin air. I can't seem to find the answers, I just can't seem to find it. I can't find YOU. |